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I am..
I am sorry.

Sorry for the stitches;
sorry for staying alive.
A soul that expired,
within a rusted shell
For it had died.

I am sorry.

Sorry for the tattered mind..
A draining of all morality
into a glistening white
lake of fervid discord.

I am sorry.

Sorry for the world,
that created an aimless ghost;
Burried deep between timelines,
wandering through empty black.

I am..
I am sorry.

Sorry for the wavelengths;
sorry for crumbling away.
Torn apart like twin rivers
flowing beyond the scope..
of existing light.

and I am sorry.

Sorry for the unthought words
of a flashing silver moon;
and cutting through the lifelines
of moments once loved.

and I am sorry.

Sorry for the hell,
that set your night ablaze;
incinerating the voices
into a fiery sleep.

For I am sorry..

Sorry for the moment..
the monster in your dreams
revealed its haunting gaze;
A peaceful slumber, now invaded.

and I am..
I am sorry.

Sorry for the knowledge,
sorry for inflicting pain.
While aloft in broken dreams
of despair, regret, pleasure;
it returns full circle.

and I am..
I am NOT sorry.

Sorry for casting shadows,
reflected upon your weary eyes;
as moonlight burns away
a single night forever.
©2009 ~XxParanoirxX
:iconxxparanoirxx:

Author's Comments

A strange, dark piece that came to me a few nights ago. It's essentially about the feeling of temporary remorse...feeling sorry for ones actions, yet at the same time blaming the world around you. Then of course, after the remore, after the blame, the sorrow..you return full circle and repeat the cycle all over again. And yes, while you repeat the cycle, you no longer feel the regret you previously had. At least while you're in the moment.

This is through the eyes of a murderer..hence the macabre section I put it in, but really, it can be relatable in many other ways. Addiction through drugs and alcohol..bad habbits..stealing..or perhaps, in this case, being a psychotic murderer that gets a fix by pulling someone down into your own darkness -- snuffing out the light of another. So yeah, that's essentially what this is about.

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:icontehmooch:
I know this was supposed to be deep, but it totally reminds me of the pokemon movie I just watched, The Rise of Darkrai. XD
:iconxxparanoirxx:
Pokemon? Really? I've never watched pokemon.

Lol :D Well thank you!

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intense stuff man, makes alot of sense

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